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The Bowden family moved to Arizona from Chicago in 1957. My Dad, a retired attorney, told the neighbors that he had discovered buckets of gold in the Arizona mountains: <\/span>He was a private person<\/span> and didn’t want his Chicago friends to know his reasons for uprooting the family. My mother told neighbors that the move was due to my childhood asthma. Truth be told, the asthma was improving before the move; the real reason was that Dad had a lifelong interest in the West, and <\/span>actually pushed to <\/span>move to Tombstone. Thankfully<\/span>,<\/span><\/span> my mother insisted on Tucson, and we <\/span>found a house <\/span>close to the University of Arizona. After a childhood in Chicago, <\/span>climbing the mountains by day and seeing the Arizona sky at night\u00a0<\/span>was right out of a Zane Grey novel. I remember swimming in a motel pool our first Christmas in Tucson, and mailing photos back to the relatives in Iowa and Minnesota. <\/span>(We were freezing in the pool but did it anyway.)<\/span> There were three of us kids–George, Peggy, and Chuckie, the youngest. Now there are only two.<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Peggy, George and Chuck, 1949<\/p>\n A lot has been written about Chuck in<\/span> major newspaper<\/span>s<\/span> throughout<\/span><\/span> the country these past days. The Chuck our family knew was quick-witted, exasperating at times, a precocious reader, and passionate about what interested him. We were all good kids: We did the chores, respected our parents, and grabbed onto this new life in the Arizona desert. In our house there was never any back talk. <\/span>O<\/span><\/span>ur parents’ word was law. We argued, yes, about politics, religion, and who could drive the car on a certain night.<\/span><\/p>\n Chuck and I went <\/span>to elementary school in Chicago. <\/span>In Tucson,<\/span> Chuck attended Mansfeld Junior High, Tucson High, and the University of Arizona. He drove his teachers crazy. Rarely reading the assignments, he delved <\/span>instead<\/span><\/span> into the literature and history that interested him. Our father, an agnostic, was a scholar of the Bible and Shakespeare, and he tutored us in the elegant words and poetry of both. Dad would sit at the kitchen table <\/span>with tears in his eyes <\/span>as<\/span> he read the soliloquies of Shakespeare to us. We tried our best to understand.<\/span><\/p>\n Chuck Bowden, Tucson High graduation, 1963<\/p><\/div>\n When <\/span>we <\/span>were children in Chicago (Chuck was 9, I was 11),<\/span> we pooled our allowance and enrolled in a classical music mail-order program; we got two vinyl records each month for $10, or $5 apiece. This was a big commitment for us, and we both had to work around the house to earn the money. Chuck and I would <\/span>lie<\/span> on the floor by the speakers and turn up the stereo full bore, listening to Rimsky-Korsakov’s <\/span>Pictures at an Exhibition<\/i><\/span> and the symphonies of Beethoven, trying to comprehend what made them great. Later, Chuck’s love of all musical genres was often a focus of conversation between us. Who was the better poet\/songwriter\u2014Bob Dylan or Leonard Cohen? (We agreed that Cohen nailed it.)<\/span><\/p>\n Chuck with my children, Sage and Cheyenne Weil, 1984<\/p><\/div>\n Chuck<\/span> loved to cook, and Italian cuisine was a favorite. He taught me to prepare risotto, making sure I never put the cover on the pan. \u201cAlways stir the rice, adding the broth little by little. Trust the Italians. They know food.\u201d Dinners with Chuck were always an event\u2014a decent red wine, maybe something off the grill, and talk far into the night. When I was recovering from a serious illness, Chuck drove up to Oregon with his dog, Sam, and cooked for me. My freezer was full of <\/span>osso bucco<\/i><\/span> and special soups. He was working on an article about photographs, and we had long conversations about how images affect us in deep ways, sometimes forever.<\/span><\/p>\n Chuck, Peg and George in 1967<\/p><\/div>\n Chuck became involved in the civil rights movement during th<\/span>e 1960s<\/span>, and was a member of SNCC, the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committe<\/span>e. <\/span>He was on fire about the people he met and sat in Fannie Lou Hamer’s living room in 1967 discussing voter registration and nonviolent protest. Hamer impressed upon Chuck the relationship of racism, sexism, violence and economic injustice, and how all of these factors intersect to keep poor people down.<\/span> She called him a \u201cwhite cracker boy,\u201d and he was highly amused by her teasing. Chuck wrote me a letter at that time, pleading with me to join him, as there was a clinic that needed nurses and I was a recent graduate RN from the University of Arizona. I always regretted not jumping in my car and driving to Mississippi.<\/span><\/p>\n I believe that Chuck’s life-long interest in those who are trapped behind the walls of racism, poverty, and our fears about who is getting a piece of the pie began in the living room of Fannie Lou Hamer. He told me she was almost totally blind from being beaten by the police while registering people to vote, and yet she saw this country more clearly than\u00a0<\/span>any other person<\/span><\/span> he knew.<\/span><\/p>\n My children, Cheyenne and Sage Weil, and Chuck explaining god knows what. \u00a0“You follow?”<\/p><\/div>\n For the record, <\/span>Chuck<\/span> hated NAFTA, the <\/span>maquiladora<\/i><\/span> program, and the wall that separates us from Mexico. He was unequivocal about this,<\/span> firmly believing that<\/span><\/span> NAFTA protects the property rights and coffers of corporations, while workers’ rights are ignored. <\/span>T<\/span><\/span>he war on drugs is really the war FOR drugs, and he wrote about these things years before the public listened. I will quote him: \u201cI am tired of people saying they demand a solution. They are lying. What they demand is that nothing change in their lives; that when the sky goes black from smokestacks, someone whip up a witches brew of nuclear magic; that when the rivers go dry, someone suck salt from sea water and ship the pure flow to their house.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n Chuck found solace in birds and spent many months in Patagonia, Arizona watching the swoops and dives of hummingbirds. He told me once, \u201cThere is a whole universe out there that is invisible to 99% of the people on earth. It is a layer of reality that people ignore. No one notices the birds.\u201d <\/span>He went on, <\/span>\u201cYou look at a bird, identify it, and feel like you’re a better person.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n Chuck birding near the border fence \u00a0(photo: \u00a0Molly Molloy)<\/p><\/div>\n As an adult, Chuck was an avid bicyclist and hiker, at times embarking on<\/span> death marches\u00a0<\/span>across the Arizona desert. He chronicled these experiences in several books, and the family worried about him when he would disappear for weeks. I think he figured that if he was going to write about mass migration of peoples coming north, he needed to feel what this desperation was. He told me he felt guilty when he finished a trek with a steak dinner and a cold beer in some roadside cafe, <\/span>adding that <\/span>he had seen people who probably wouldn’t make it out of the desert inferno.<\/span><\/p>\n Chuck has a son, Jesse, who is a lot like his Dad–curious about things he doesn’t understand, articulate, and reflective. We are all reeling in the aftermath of this sudden loss to our family. As Jesse told me, \u201cEveryone thinks that Dad is this great iconic literary giant. To me, he was just my Dad.<\/span>\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Chuck and Molly (center) as desert angels at a fundraiser for Pastor Galvan<\/p><\/div>\n My brother’s relationship with our family was strained for many years. He simply quit communicating. The last few years, however, Chuck and I had resumed email contact about his fascination with birds, about my own involvement in border issues, and always about his latest writing project. He <\/span>and his companion,<\/span><\/span> Molly, planned to speak at the annual Samaritan Border Issues Conference in January, and they were going to stay with <\/span>my husband and<\/span><\/span> me on our ranch. We were going to have a great dinner, probably <\/span>risotto<\/i><\/span>, and a special red wine. But mostly we were going to talk and talk far into the night.<\/span><\/p>\n He left me far too soon.<\/p>\n<\/a><\/p>\n<\/a><\/a><\/a><\/a><\/a><\/a>